Tired of Everything.
I don’t want to be here
Not in this house,
Not in this town,
Not in this life.
I have no where else to go
I cannot leave
Leaving would hurt some who i love
But I must go
Staying is breaking me into a million tiny pieces
Staying will ruin me
The naivety of the past had crept into the present,
Reality bats it away again
Keeping truth at bay.
I must leave
In search of truth
In search of peace
In search of self
To find what I never had
Never will have?
I have to get out
(Source: ballpointpenpoetry)

